BON VOYAGE my sista, michelle tan !

michelle will be leaving to brisbane, queensland tmr early morning at 9am..!

omg! couldnt imagine that she'll be leaving us in less than 9 hrs time !

will be smsing this babe later ( mayb around 6am?) purposely wake up to wish her all the best ! what are friends/ sistas for ? <3

WILL MISS YOU DAMN BADLY MICH !

have a safe trip, great life and wonderful friends in ur new home :)

-hsini-

- Back from Peneng -

hi bloggie and everyone...

came back from peneng yday since last saturday. had lotsa fun and reunionS with my cousins and relatives in Bukit Mertajam & Peneng....

a million billion and trillion thanks for their wishes and support...

will not be seeing them for quite some time...and i enjoyed and appreciate the moments that i had with them in hometown....

did some shopping in peneng and i bought lotsa stuffs like leggings, skinny jeans and summer shirt and stripes etc....weehheee.....

and i LOVE the beach...went there with my cousins for sandcastle building and pics XD
and i had lotsa MAKAN MAKAN there....its awesome...hope i wont be FATTY !!

* will definitely miss all of them in peneng !
* aw...juz saw chin yuen's post in fb that she will be postponing her flight till the 18th june !
* wil do some shopping tmr agn ! hope to get what i want !
* 15 more days to go <3

-hsini-

hearts him

2 IN ONE (UPDATED)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICHELLE TAN XIU YI !

i'll just make it very brief here and let the pics in facebook do most of the talking :p

its officially her bd today and a few of the wesleyans juz gave her a bd surprise ! ( the planner was actually her bf, ryan) thx to him as well :)

chia wen and i 1st had girls' talk @ michelle's place + mahjong session.

we had lunch at her house as well....home cooked ginger wine chicken, asam fish, "char siew", and even fruit salad ...oh god, they taste sooooo good.....

had dinner at kaki corner, its actually a cafe at taman billion, cheras.

glad that she was surprised !

I think she didnt even know she has taken so many of these "natural" pics...:) its good though :p

during law assignment

during management class

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIM YI WEN !

It was yi wen's bd yesterday and too bad we didnt get to celebrate with her as shes thousand miles away from us.....hope she has a great one there ! will be chilling out with her when she gets back :)

I dont have many of her pics...so, just post some of them here...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN TO BOTH OF YOU ! MAY BOTH OF YOUR WISHES COME TRUE!

不能睡的晩上

原本想好好睡一觉，怎知为了一点小事就哭。。。。。

眼泪一流就流了三个小时。。。真沒用。。。

因为睡不着觉，就爬起床写我现在的感受。。。。

心里好烦。。。头好痛。。。。。好辛苦。。。

再这样下去，迟早一定会身病的。。。。

但是我就是控制不了。。。。。。。

人在成长的过程中。。。烦恼一定会增加。。。。

sigh......突然怀念以前的我。。。。。。

DE FOODLAND and "I LOVE KOFFEE" @ menjalara, kepong.

went for dinner with a bunch of wesleyans and some helpers last nite..@ DE FOODLAND

suppose to be there by 730pm yet turned out to be 83opm, thx to someone who arrived late...BLEK...

all of us were damn hungry and hong and ying pin were the ones who reached there on time..pity them that they have to wait for us...

we ordered lotsa dishes and all in the largest portions.... and i can say that the creamy butter crab was the best ever! served with fried 馒头...rating 9/10 ! btw, other dishes were yummy as well....MICHELLE TAN XIU YI should join us la... cant wait to bring CHIN YUEN there when shes bak ! woohoo...

after dinner, we headed to a nearby cafe, "I LOVE KOFFEE"..newly opened i think... we juz ordered drinks as we were still super duper fullllllll...... the recommended frosty mocha and frosty cookie crumble taste good ! rating 8/10..:)

headed back home with yan por and brian after yam cha session :)

happy moments of us will be uploaded in fb asap :p

-hsini-

OH YAY!

WOOHOO...!!!

havent been blogging for quite some time....

time flies....

just finished my 1sy year's finals today... and i screwed up a lil for my last paper ! ARGH!

oh well...hope everything will be fine.....

IM SO BORED AND LONELY NOW !

SO FEEL LIKE HANGING OUT WITH MY FRIENDS NOW !

* gonna have lotsa outings with them soon..."hopefully"..

-hsini-

Looking Forward.....

Southbank, Melbourne.


Was told that the scenery there was romantic and nice (esp at night)....and we made a promise to each other that we will take a walk there someday....

looking forward to it....

Hope my wishes come true !!!

"You will when you believe"

hearts him

-hsini-

Fight For This Love..........

Recommended by chia wen,

by - Cheryl Cole

Too much of anything can make you sick
Even the good can be a curse
Makes it hard to know which road to go down
Knowing too much can get you hurt

Is it better? Is it worse?
Are we sitting in reverse?
It's just like we're going backwards
I know where I want this to go
Driving fast but let's go slow
What I don't wanna do is crash, no

Just know that you're not in this thing alone
There's always a place in me you can call home
Whenever you feel like we're growing apart
Let's just go back, back, back, back, back to the start

Anything that's worth having
Is sure enough worth fighting for
Quitting's out of the question
When it gets tough gotta fight some more

We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
If it's worth having it's worth fighting for

Now every day ain't gon' be no picnic
Love ain't a walk in the park
All you can do is make the best of it now
Can't be afraid of the dark

Just know that you're not in this thing alone
There's always a place in me you can call home
Whenever you feel like we're growing apart
Let's just go back, back, back, back, back to the start

Anything that's worth having
Is sure enough worth fighting for
Quitting's out of the question
When it gets tough gotta fight some more

We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
If it's worth having it's worth fighting for

I don't know where we're heading I'm willing and ready to go
We've been driving so fast we just need to slow down and just roll

Anything that's worth having
Is sure enough worth fighting for
Quitting's out of the question
When it gets tough gotta fight some more

We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
If it's worth having it's worth fighting for

We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
If it's worth having it's worth fighting for

hearts him

-hsini-

第几个一百天。。。。。

by - 林俊杰

我, 把爱铺成蓝天....
让不安的妳 一抬头就看得见...
我, 把心烧成火焰....
让怕黑的妳, 拥着温暖入眠...

我晓得, 时间如雪, 有时候会覆盖一切...
但是真爱, 一如倔强会重生的绿叶....

第几个一百天.... 还是很有感觉.....
用眼睛去素描, 妳内心的世界.....
第几个一百天..... 也像刚热恋.....
两个人手一牵, 连命运都改变.....
第几个100天 lyrics on
http://music.yeucahat.com/song/Chinese-French/61765-100~Lam-Tuan-Kiet.html

曾有的敏感脆弱,
在我的胸口, 你就躺下来别说了.....
将有的固执冲动.....
我也会拥抱妳安抚着体谅妳心疼着Wooh ~Wooh~

第几个一百天.... 越来越有感觉.....
用眼睛去素描, 妳内心的世界.....
管过多少一百天, 也像刚热恋......
两个人手一牵, 连命运都改变.......
当守护变信念, 连泪水都很甜......

hearts him

-hsini-

My Valentine

by Jim Brickman & Martina Mcbride

If there were no words
No way to speak
I would still hear you

If there were no tears
No way to feel inside
I'd still feel for you

And even if the sun refuse to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart
Until the end of time
You're all i need
My love, my valentine

All of my life
I have been waiting for
All you give to me
You've opened my eyes
And showed me how to love unselfishly

I've dreamed of this a thousand times before
In my dreams i couldnt love you more
I will give you my heart
Until the end of time
You're all i need
My love, my valentine


And even if the sun refuse to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart
Until the end of time
Cuz all i need
Is you, my valentine

You're all i need
My love, my valentine

hearts him

-hsini-

The Day You Went Away.....

by M2M

Well I wonder could it be,
When I was dreaming 'bout you baby,
You were dreaming of me,
Call me crazy, call me blind,
To still be suffering is stupid after all of this time......

Did I lose my love to someone better,
And does she love you like I do,
I do, you know I really really do..

Well hey,
So much I need to say,
Been lonely since the day,
The day you went away....
So sad but true,
For me there's only you,
Been crying since the day,
The day you went away......

I remember date and time,
September twenty second,
Sunday twenty five after nine,
In the doorway with your case,
No longer shouting at each other,
There were tears on our faces......

And we were letting go of something special,
Something we'll never have again,
I know, I guess I really really know.......

The day you went away.......
The day you went away.......

Why do we never know what we've got 'til it's gone,
How could I carry on,
The day you went away.....
Cause I've been missing you so much I have to say......
Been crying since the day,
The day you went away.....

The day you went away........
The day you went away ........

hearts him

-hsini-

星期六深夜。。。。。

by 王力宏

星期六晚上, 哪都不想去;
也无法入睡, 看着电视机 ;
持续在发呆, 喝了七分醉 ;
闭上了眼睛, 试着不想你 ;

但已来不及, 忘了如何让眼泪停止流下 .......

还好没人看见, 没人会说话 ....

星期六深夜 ,我想起了你 ....
没什么特别, 只是回忆 ....
你让我自由, 我很感激 ....
星期六深夜,
永远不会有任何人 能代替你....

星期六晚上, 哪都不想去;
也无法入睡, 看着电视机 ;
持续在发呆 喝了七分醉
闭上了眼睛, 试着不想你 ;

但已来不及, 忘了如何让眼泪停止流下 ...

还好没人看到, 没人会说话 ....

星期六深夜, 我想起了你 ....
没什么特别, 只是回忆 ....
你让我自由, 我很感激 ....
星期六深夜,
永远不会有任何人 能代替你 ....

这就是遗憾的滋味....
陪着我形影不离 ....
明天我会面带微笑 ....
但无法忘记你 ....

星期六...

hearts him

-hsini-

会呼吸的痛。。。。。

--会呼吸的痛-- by 梁静茹

红色的字描述了我现在的感受。。。。。

在東京鐵塔第一次眺望,
看燈火模仿墜落的星光,
我終於到達但卻更悲傷,
一個人完成我們的夢想....

你總說時間還很多, 你可以等我;
以前我不懂得未必明天就有以後.....

想念是會呼吸的痛....它活在我身上所有角落.....
哼你愛的歌會痛, 看你的信會痛,連沈默也痛......

遺憾是會呼吸的痛.....它流在血液中來回滾動.......
後悔不貼心會痛, 恨不懂你會痛, 想見不能見最痛........

沒看你臉上張揚過哀傷,
那是種多麼寂寞的倔強,
你拆了城牆讓我去流浪,
在原地等我把自己捆綁......

你沒說你也會軟弱, 需要依賴我....
我就裝不曉得,自由移動自我地過....

我發誓不再說謊了, 多愛你就會抱你多緊的,
我的微笑都假了,靈魂像飄浮著,你在就好了.....

我發誓不讓你等候, 陪你做想做的無論什麼....
我越來越像貝殼怕心被人觸碰, 你回來那就好了.....

能重來那就好了 ......

hearts him

-hsini-

他的背影..........

昨晚向他挥手时，眼泪忍不住流了下来。。。。。

当时，脑袋一片空白。。。只想一眼都不放过地看着他离开。。。感觉辛酸与及万万的不舍得。。。。。

六个月。。。是短 ， 是长？

我不敢抱太大的希望。。。。同时，我要对自己有信心。。。。。

昨天，时间还很早。。。只是一个拥抱，还没抚摸他的头，他的手，他的脸和真正的一声道别， 他就匆匆忙忙地走了。。。。。

今天，独自一个人在家。。。。家人还在家乡过新年。。。。

现在晚餐时间到了。。。平时一个人的时候，他都会陪我吃晚餐。。。就算再忙也好，他都会买晚餐给我。。。坚持要把我的肚子喂好。。。。以免胃痛又发作。。。平时，都是由他决定吃什么。。。。但是现在，我得自己想了。。。吃什么才好呢？

Mcdonalds。。。。。? Pak Li Kopitiam 。。。。。? Secret recipe。。。。。？

快餐又让我想起了他。。。一直以来反对我吃快餐的他，在我有一次生病时，既然答应我病好后要带我去吃。。。。但是到现在都还没有机会。。。。

不知道他正在那里做什么呢？

好想他。。。。。。。。。。

hearts him

-hsini-

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHIA WEN !

Actually its not cw's bd today, im late for posting up abt her bd on the actual day, but i wished her via sms that day! and celebrated with her with a bunch of Wesleyans....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN CHIA WEN !

Knew this "lady" (haha, blek) since form 1, she was very quiet and shy AT 1st, but actually shes very talkative and crazy like us!

We have been very close buddies for 7 years, carpool with each other to schools/college/outings, keep asking each other to "jiak sai" , talk to each other in malay language, keep calling each other "old lady"and used to be netball friend in wms etc etc... Still rmb the time that we ran all the way to the canteen just to avoid the queue to buy lunch during class breaks...etc...etc...

Dear friend,

Wishing you happy, healthy and crazy always! (Just like my wish to cy)

What are friends for chia wen !?

Love ya much !

Friends Forever

3s

Prom Night 07'

My 17th Bd Group Pic

Spanish Dance 07'

Spanish Dance 07'

On her actual birthday, drove cw and brian to meet up with the others at ann's house. Hong was there for quite some time waiting alone for us....

We then went to Soho Kl for Japanese food. Forgot what's the restaurant's name...nice atmosphere and it is famous for its Ramen, i didnt try it though....

After dinner,we had cards at ann's place, played with her cute cute beagle and cw's bd celebration. We didnt have "cream fight" as we know its very troublesome to clean up the place.

Everything went well and what pissed me off was we were STUCKED for 2 hours jam at MRR2, we forgot abt the roadblock for thaipusam. I reached home by 2sth....luckily there were 2 "monkeys'' with me at late nite...

Thank you to my mommy for waiting me, she was so reluctant to sleep before i get home. I'm sure she was very sleepy that time while waiting for me to reach home. Thank you and sorry to him for making him worry and waiting for me to reach home as well......<3

Hope cw enjoys her day ! BE HAPPY ALWAYS KAWAN !

Here are some pics of the day

Dinner

Fruit Jelly Sponge Cake

Group Pic of the Day :)

* More pics will be uploaded in fb. i will try to upload asap.

Meaningful

Copied these words that i think they are true and meaningful.....

Three things in life that, once gone, never come back...

Time Words Opportunity

hearts him

-hsini-

Emo

Suddenly feel so sad now....

Watery eyes and indescribable feelings and thoughts in my mind now....

Need you so badly by my side now......

hearts him

-hsini-

WE MADE IT !

Had a surprise farewell for him last night at his house....

I had this idea since 5 weeks ago, and i "pakat" with his secondary classmates and his family to give him a big surprise....

During the "planning" process, Ive been asking some friends to help me with a big banner for him, photo album and a birthday cake in advance.....

Though im the main planner, but his friend, CL was the one who helped out the most, im just basically the BOSS that gives him orders and instructions, hes my so called supervisor.....bad me...

Though its just a "small" event, yet its tough, as in I have to keep track of everything about what is going on everytime. Besides, have to make sure that all mistakes and problems that occurred must be solved as soon as possible so that everything goes on according to plan....

Feel happy because we have made his day !

Hope he really appreciates our efforts/ what Ive done for him :)

hearts him

-hsini-

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHIN YUEN !!!

Today is a special day to someone......

Its CHIN YUEN's 20th Birthday!!!!!!

Sing a song for her here....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU ! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU ! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CHIN YUEN! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!! WHEEEEEE........

Dear friend,

Stay cool, hilarious, crazy, happy and healthy always!!!
Hope you have a great day in uk, though we are unable to celebrate with you here/ there...but our hearts will follow you wherever you go....view our pics if you miss us la.....and we miss you very much indeed........ and hope you get to eat durians there....HAHA ! All of us are patiently waiting for you to come back in june, for bak kut teh, durian, laughters , gossips, steamboat, bowling and many many many more!!!!!!!!

From all of us :)

Here are some memories of us

Langkawi Group Photo

Had lotsa fun and "craziness" at the beach

Prom Night 07'

Christmas 07' at Times Square's Gasoline

Group Photo with Mdm.Selva before our war- SPM

Sunway Trip 07'

Leo's Installation

3s

Concert 07'- Spanish Dance

WISHING YOU HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN CHIN YUEN !!!

Recipe gone

omg....i left a paper that is so important to me on the table...it was there a few days ago and till today...it was gone!!!!!!! argh...i have written lots of ingredients and instructions on it....

WHO THREW OR TOOK IT AWAY !?!?!?! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!

hearts him

-hsini-

argh...

Sleep....sleep....sleep.....

Was damn exhausted these few days...for classes and shoppin and movies...and i missed out the 3rd time with my coll friends for movies...sorry guys...next time...:)

Suppose to go for cny shopping with mom, sis and aunt today....Due to lack of rest and sleep... i went to bed early yday ( around 12am) and woke up at 12 in the afternoon...then...continue from 2 to 5.... feel better after the 15 plus hours of rest...

Since they din buy me dinner after shopping...i was asked to take away lunch by myself..bought fried thai glass noodle...looks nice but tasteless...juz ate half of it...im not being choosy...it just tastes really awful....

I did nothing much but just sleep most of the time today..... .... ... .. .

hm...what should i do now? msn? fb? youtube? tv?

hearts him

-hsini-

Sigh

I know , perhaps all the while im acting like a "princess" or "queen"..... being demanding and problematic....

Ppl have been saying that im a person with high expectation sometimes....I wont deny...

And....

I do know , that sometimes ppl tend to forget about the small incidents, issues or promises that they have made..... But i dont crave or expect too much......what i need and wish for is just a little bit more concern and thoughtfulness....

Recently, some small matters had brought me to disappointement....

At the same time, i do feel down and sad when those small matters failed to be carried out or solved.... Though maybe for some people, these matters have nothing to be argued and worried about...Yet, i do take these into account....all these does affect my emotions, feelings and thoughts....

Will try to control and improve myself.
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FLU

oh GREAT....just had my extra bonus right after sore throat ----FLU

was chatting with brian and issac on msn...i was asked to have vitamins C, honey, fisherman etc.. ....try all? =.=..

sore throat and flu pls go away......

*surprisingly he bought me dinner, though he was in a hurry to somewhere else....

hearts him

-hsini-

Argh.....Not Again....

I hate sore throat so much....it is so uncomfortable and its getting worse and worse ....

Urgh..!!! sore throat affects my mood and appetite all day.... And i just dont feel like talking at all today...Even fever wont be so bad to me....

Ate all kinds of medicines hoping to recover very very very soon...as i dislike it so much...

Need to drink loads of water and rest more today!

* Cant imagine my 8 hours of lecture ( with just 10 mins of breaks in between) tmr....hope the lecturers will dismiss the class earlier....

hearts him

-hsini-

1st Day Of Coll

There's not much change with the atmosphere and the ppl around me though there are new faces ( but not many )

Had 2 lectures for today...For management accounting, Mr Steven Toh...a very humorous fella, talks with British slang... Secondly, new marketing lecturer with a flat voice tone and tried to "warm up" the class's atmosphere but obviously failed.

After the 4 hours of lectures, we headed to our old place - All About Mee for lunch before heading to my house for mahjong.... ( this sudden idea was thought by marcus, i think hes addicted ).

Called yan por to join us...and he came all the way from Sunway Uni to my house...i guess hes addicted to mahjong too... There were cw, hong, cherry, marcus, brian and him for today's "mahjong session"....

* Thought of chin yuen everytime when we have mahjongs.....
* Cant wait for cy to come back and join us for bak kut teh, mahjongs, laughters, gossips and many more.....
* A fresh and new start from this semester onwards...
* Gambateh in everything hsini !!!

hearts him

-hsini-